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无题……没有你的天气是那么的寒冷 I miss you...怎么可能忘了你 这么多天没见 我总想起你的声音在我耳边 今天心情好吗 是否不愉快 要一切都看得开 世界没有太坏 虽然不在你身边 我的心有一条线 连着你 牵着你 好想你 想到愿意相信 我就闭上了眼睛 你在这里 别忘记 我们的约定 一直都在我心里 不管你在哪里 不要忘了我有多么爱你 不要忘了吃饭 不管有多忙 不要忘了开车时候一定要往前看 其实我真的很快乐 有你一直守侯 一直走到了以后都挽着你的手 虽然不在你身边 但我在你心里面 我愿意 等着你 好想你 想到不能呼吸 想到没什么力气 没有关系 你别忘记 我们的约定 一直都在我心里 不管你在哪里 不要忘了我有多么爱你 我一直在这里 别忘了我有多么爱你 …… Everything will be OK!All these r unworthy! Now I get that! The sky is getting clear! I bellieve 'Everything will be OK'! 飞不起来……画上天堂和对翅膀 当世界只有黑白色……
－－《VISION》 无题当我们拉开拉环的时候，就注定了拉环与拉罐的分离，拉环可以放进拉罐，但不小心它还是会掉出来，离开深爱的拉罐。所以我更愿意只将拉环拉开一点，可以插进N根吸罐，或将可乐倒进杯子，让拉环连着拉罐，他们就能永远在一起了。
也许可乐就是可乐，尽管它会装在拉罐的心里，它从来就不属于拉罐，各种瓶瓶罐罐都可以用来装可乐，而属于那个拉罐的拉环只有唯一的一个，其实拉罐也应该像拉环爱自己那样爱自己的唯一。只是在我们打开拉罐倒出可乐以前拉罐并不能明白可乐并不属于自己。
当我们拉开拉环，拉罐出现了一个小口，倒出可乐的拉罐立刻轻松了很多，不象原来那么沉重，它也终于明白，原来自己的唯一是拉环。而拉环也明白了，当它们有一点的分离，它给拉罐一点点的空间，可乐就会从拉罐的心里出来，成全自己的爱情！
算是个熟悉的故事，看懂的人在逃避，逃避的人装作看不懂……可怜的人不理解，而理解的人又很可悲……
血腥！ 很久没写东西了……人懒了吧……想的太多就没什么好写的了，这是我自己的解释。
狂爱这幅画……血腥，更是一种绝美……
烦……不知道为什么就只能用这个字来形容现在的自己……不清楚为了什么，就是觉得心烦……
还是忙点好，至少没有时间去烦…… 点名回答！汗……||| 居然被点名……好吧……
1.你觉得这个游戏的“上家”人好不好？
好～ 2.你觉得心目中的美丽是怎样的？ 美丽是一种感觉……其实和外表并没什么很大关系……！ 3.最后一次尿床是什么时候？ Long long ago…… 4.到目前为止，有没有考虑过要不要孩子的问题？如果想要，想要几个？ 不喜欢小孩子，从来就不！还是宠物比较可爱点～！
5.当你看到街边乞丐无助的眼神时，你是否会考虑到昨天报上所说的“街边乞丐的骗局”而把自己的恻隐之心隐藏起来呢？ 会吧……要看……如果是年纪很大的老人我会考虑给点……虽然就一点，因为自己也很穷 ……|||
6.如果你当选了中国男子足球队的主教练该会怎么样？(by thom) 呵呵……呵呵………………呵呵………………NEVER HAPPEN. 如果的话……我绝对马上立刻辞职！ 7.给你两个选择，一个是安逸的生活，一个是紧张的都市生活。前者的环境下只能满足自己的吃喝，几乎好难有剩余的开支，后者有高薪的工作，生活富足，但是压力很大。你会选择哪种?（by amanda） Of course the 2nd! 8.if (you are female) 如果要你在财富和美貌中选择其一，你选择美貌还是财富？为什么？ 如果这能选一个的话，我要财富～！财富能买来美貌～！ 你会为了自己喜欢的人放弃前途吗？为什么？ 看吧～如果那个人值得～…… 怎样才能摆脱社会舆论的压力而完全自我的活着？ < by mishier>
完全自我？除非你脱离这个社会。
9.快乐与道义，你会选择哪一个？ （By Cynthia）
道义！讲道义我也会快乐～ 10.天冷的时候,你有想过要找一个人陪着你取暖么?如果有的话,把他(她)的名字写出来. (By adi) 额………………好像没有唉……没想过……呵呵～ 11.你上一次有想杀人的冲动是在什么情形下？详细描述. (By eagle火热的冬天) 我经常有想杀人的冲动……上一次～忘了什么时候了……呵呵………… 12.想不想要一个一辈子的情人？ (By 小虾仁) 呵呵～当然～！ 13.今年的圣诞节，你想干什么？ (By 清泉) 无安排无计划无想法…… 14.讲个冷笑话来听听？ (By leon)
你要我说我就说？那不是很没面子～ 15.最想去什么地方旅游？为什么？ (By Neo) 埃及～法国～日本～NO REASON, JUST LIKE! 16.你最喜欢看的书是什么？为什么？ (By Ting)
侦探～神秘～等类似的书～喜欢一切奇怪的东西～！ 17.你出过轨吗？任何对不起你女友（老婆）的都算，具体如何（描述下）？(By banpao) 对我来讲不存在这个问题～ 18.如果你坐飞机，途中不幸失事，你游到一个小岛上面，只有一样东西会让你带，分别是避孕套一只，圣经一本，火柴一盒，请问你如何选择？(By hyi104) 火柴吧～虽然都没什么用～ 19.如果你发现美女坐在你旁边,你会怎么办呢?(by pende),你们要如实解答哈,就当我学习. 没怎么办～凉拌～ 20.如果有一天你最爱的人忽然死去了，你会怎么样？（by yy） 完成他未完成的心愿…… 21.如果突然发现自己得了禽流感会怎样？（BY LAPUTA) 立刻去买彩票！ 22.下雪的時候會去堆雪人麽..? (By FLY) 真的下雪了再说。 23.如果給你1000美金你買什麽？ （By 稔） 在中国的话……买2分礼物送给爸妈吧～！ 24.有一天发现...啊....我死了呢..什么感觉？ (By羽毛啊羽毛) 为什么我死了还要我发现？……奇怪的感觉…… 25.你最喜欢买什么？？（真的不知道要问什么了……）（BY 紫樱花雨） 奇怪特别的东西。 26.在你最无助的时候你首先想到的是谁？有的话请写出名字吧～！ （By AMY）
以下人被点名回答以上问题并自己再出一道问题～
WENDY*小猪 Shadow K_e_a_v_e_n Goospee Zhang Jenny Qu 矛盾の和谐世界——矛盾的载体
人活着为了什么……人活着为了什么？
或许这个问题的答案会有很多很多，对James Blunt来说，活着就是为了让生活更美好。这个曾经是战场上的男人如今谱写着音乐，来让自己、让别人的生活产生快乐，远离悲伤与痛苦……
 Some ageing rockstar once said that what he feared most, in a musical sense, was the songwriting well running dry. That's something that's unlikely ever to worry James Blunt. He has, it can be said without exaggeration, lived a life that should provide enough material for a dozen albums, with sufficient left over for a couple of screenplays. Sure - that's what all the singer-songwriters say. But this is a definitively different singer-songwriter.
Take "No Bravery", the song that closes his debut album, "Back to Bedlam", for instance: It was written in Kosovo in 1999, while James was a reconnaissance officer in the British army. On patrol around Pristina, he kept his guitar bolted to the outside of his tank. But in quieter moments, it came out, as he wrote about life as a 22-year-old peacekeeper in the aftermath of one of the decade's bloodiest civil wars. The rest of his unit ordered him to keep the noise down as he wrote and sang in the post-midnight stillness. He didn't keep the noise down. "'No Bravery' is the only complete song I wrote in Kosovo. I wrote it lying by my tank in my sleeping bag with my boots on. You had to sleep with your boots on. The song is pretty fatalistic. The rest of the album is fatalistic," he says wryly.
But his Kosovan experience is only one aspect of a new artist who's destined to find his way into a lot of record collections. Essentially, James is a find - an old soul who's somehow unafflicted by cynicism, a young writer who sounds likes he's been doing this for years, an angelic voice who's had a hell of a ride. Elton John, with whom he shares a manager, thinks "You're Beautiful" is a modern successor to John's own "Your Song". An astute comparison, because much of "Back to Bedlam" is reminiscent of John's early-career best. Meanwhile, Tom Rothrock, who produced the album, sees James as a potential British answer to a couple of other clients, Beck and Elliott Smith. Rothrock had never heard of James until he stumbled across a live track he performed at last year's South by Southwest, upon which the producer was so smitten that he instantly agreed to work on "Back to Bedlam".
Music, though, has always been his mainstay. Actually, this needs to be qualified. James got into music lateishly, the result of growing up in a musicless house that didn't possess a CD player. "My dad was really practical, and saw music as just noise. The only CD player was in the car, and we had just three CDs - 'American Pie', and a couple of Beach Boys ones." When he went away to school, though, he learned piano, then appeared in a school musical, and that was it. From then on, he listened and learned as much as he could. A love of Queen and Dire Straits came and quickly went. Picking up a friend's guitar at 14, he played along to Nirvana's "Nevermind", and wrote his first song soon after. In so doing, he made himself unpopular with the school housemaster, who knew that music drifting down the corridor late at night could invariably be traced to Blunt's room. His teen years were a battle between teachers, who were intent on imposing some sort of education, and himself, equally intent on making music his career.
Armed with "some dodgy demos" he'd recorded, he left the army in 2002 to become a full-time musician ("My dad was nervous, because I was leaving a steady job"). Said dodgy items were an impressive enough showcase of his haunting voice and exquisitely personal songs to land him both management and publishing deals within months. "And then I met Linda Perry [songwriter-producer for, among others, Pink and Christina Aguilera], cos my publishers gave her some songs, and then I went to play South by Southwest, and then she gave me a deal with her own label, Custard Records," James says, still half-dazzled by it all.
He went to California in September, 2003, to record his album, and discovered that being a slightly scruffy English boy in Los Angeles could be very pleasant. Staying at the home of an actress, he spent his days recording with Rothrock, and his nights...well...researching LA's club scene. "With my naïve background, it was like stepping into a devil's cauldron," he says, in happy reminiscence. He recorded the painfully poignant track "Goodbye, My Lover" in the actresses’ bathroom, where she kept an old piano. His current favourite listening is Cat Power and Lou Reed's "Transformer" album, and "Back to Bedlam" has a similarly enigmatic quality. He won't explain what most of the songs are about, though he does admit that the deceptively bubbly "So Long, Jimmy" was inspired by Messrs Hendrix and Morrison. As for the rest, he says only, "You can get away with murder in a song".
喜欢他的歌，更喜欢他的声音……他用自己的 灵魂 在歌唱…歌唱用 心 写的诗…… 链接圣诞下午恒隆前路过的瞬间……唯一吸引我的东西……
你/妳有後台朋友嗎？引用 你/妳有後台朋友嗎？ 黑色空间的白色哀鸣……
人……冷血的高等动物，可能也就因为这点，才能主宰这个世界…… 凌晨3点的纪念……又熬夜了……说实话，还真不知道为了什么，本来是想通宵做3D课的作业，没想到不用多久就搞定了。还想做点其他的东西，但又不大高兴……就这样，摆弄摆弄空间，查看查看网页……一直拖到凌晨3点…… MSN上一个人都没有，只留下白色的背景和红色的头像……常常这样，和第一个登陆的人说早安，也和最后一个下线的人道晚安……当然，自己也会晚起早睡，还蛮正常的，比较可笑的是前几天由于经常早睡也比较晚起，一上线就被好几个朋友盯着问“你这几天怎么了”、“心情不好还是身体不好啊”、“发生什么事情了”……（汗~不过还是要谢谢各位～！）……得出的结论就是，习惯不仅麻木自己，也同时麻木了周围的一切……尤其是熬夜、通宵这种牵涉生物钟的习惯，养成难改更难。比如现在，没什么事吧，都想找点事情做做，但就是不想到早点去睡觉……可笑，不知道算不算可悲…… 其实白天也工作，但就是没有晚上效率高～夜深了，人静了，心定了……想的也多了，思路开阔了，自然灵感啊想法啊都会蹦出来。人一旦静下来，注意力就完全集中在自己身上或手头的 事情上……要么工作起来劲头十足，不然就是更加的无精打采，从而喜欢发呆……胡思乱想……就变得很正常也很普遍。 没有人愿意挑灯夜战，也没有人喜欢独自发呆……不能说是无奈，而是一种自我调节的方式～更是一种生活态度。黑色眼圈，粗大毛孔，暗沉肤色……可恨～也可爱～ 30分钟过去……有了些想法，写了些感慨……算是对凌晨3点的纪念…… 只要喜欢……很好的天气，很好的运气……带给我很好的心情～！ 睡到中午才起床，算是补前天的觉。起来后没多久，送书的叔叔就给我带来一个惊喜～居然带来本昨天在外文书店看到的最贵的设计书（估计是最贵的了～）。超大，在书店翻看过，可以说是一本建筑设计作品的辞海，真的是很不错～就是太贵了……（1440RMB……）当时看过价格后就没什么兴趣了……那时就在想，即使定书的地方有也肯定很贵……所以就完全放弃了询问下的念头。可往往世事就是这样难以预料，今天除了能拿到等了很久的设计书，还能意外得到那本原先只能蹲在书店小心翻看的书～而且只花了原价的一个零头～！除了意外就是兴奋！ 好久都没有什么好事发生了……时间长了，就觉得幸运女神肯定忘记我了……因为经历了很多事情，都常常被总结为“你运气不好”……之后就只有无奈和消极…… 其实，真的就没想过要买这本书，就只是喜欢……很多时候我也都是以喜欢开始也以喜欢结束，没有过程，没有得到，没有失去……想想，喜欢一定要得到吗？人一直以来都在追求三样东西——“喜欢”、“拥有”、“永远”……总觉得既然“喜欢”一样东西，就会马上想到要是自己的就好了……，然后所做的一切都是因为要“得到”，看似是为了自己喜欢的在付出，其实只是为了满足人本能的欲望……等“得到”后就会想不能失去，也就是“永远”……人对自己真正喜欢的东西，喜欢的事情，喜欢的人都是这样……因为喜欢，所以想得到。终于得到了，就想永远不要失去…… 不是说别人不“真”，我也是凡夫俗子，不想得到自己喜欢的，那是谎言……但是一直都认为，喜欢，未必一定要拥有。如果是真心喜欢的话，得到与否其实无所谓……会做一些事情，会付出一些，但只因为喜欢，只要“喜欢”…… 拥有自己喜欢的当然是最好的～，但不是最重要的……只要喜欢就好～！ 黑与白在DEADLINE前一天，赶去美术馆……冲着这次画展的主题，为了自己最爱的颜色……
黑与白，简单、经典……最平凡的组合，却能创造出一种绝美……
p.s. 谢谢Daddy今天请客看画展～！摄影技术不错唉，虽然是偷拍的……哈哈～ Thanks for everthing……！还有1个多小时，今年的感恩节就要过去了…… 也不是说因为节日的关系有什么感慨，只是很想感谢一些人～一些事…… 一切回到从前……不爽，郁闷了2个多礼拜了……什么都不想做～什么都不想知道……就这样恍恍惚惚地过了2周……今天起床后发现心情舒畅了许多，可能由于昨晚是几天以来睡得最好的一晚吧～ 一切好像又回到了从前，忙碌的早晨，繁重的作业，今天开始又要重拾熬夜的习惯……飘荡度日了2周，又要回到忙忙碌碌的生活，又要开始不正常的作息……虽然很累，很无奈……但很充实，感觉到自己确实活着，的确是在做些什么……原来我早已习惯了其实最怨恨的生活，习惯了忙碌，习惯了熬夜通宵……可能我真的是一个工作狂，一旦没事做就会空虚到精神恍惚……很可悲也很无奈，但我很习惯～！ 习惯忙碌也许是为了逃避什么，也许是为了证明什么……不知道，工作狂有工作狂的无奈，闲人有闲人的悲哀……其实要做个正常人很难，但要做自己却很简单～！ 如果是真的……，那好吧…… 就个人而言，我很感谢发明BLOG的人，他发明了世界上第三有用的东西。第一有用的是电脑（电包括在内），第二是网络。我倒不在乎有多少人会来这个空间花上几分钟看看我的心情随笔，因为自己知道这个空间给人的感觉就是只有压抑，忧郁……总结起来就是一个字——闷。之所以会每天写些东西，其实主要是一种情绪上的发泄，BLOG就正好给了我和象我这样的人一个可以释放自己心情的地方，很少会有人来看，自己也不大会很有成就感的欣赏……只是一个漂浮的空间……记载着一个人的过去，不完整，但绝对真实……
头痛继续着，好想念小猪的拳头……（BY THE WAY, 小猪～别忘了我们打的赌哦～到时候可别赖帐哦～！） |
What's odd is that a military family like the Blunts - his father, a career Colonel, has only recently left the army - should spawn a James. As he tells it, his upbringing was the traditional sort that scarcely seems to exist anymore: born in an army hospital in Hampshire, he was sent to boarding school at seven, excelled at science and maths, got a pilot's license at 16 ("I can fly anything with a single engine – Tiger Moths, Spitfires"), did a spell at Bristol University, and then, "because my dad was pushing for it", joined the army. He eventually made Captain, and was the first British officer into Pristina, leading a column of 30,000 peacekeeping troops. 
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